It's Christmas Eve in Korea... and I wish that I could write a happy post about what great things I am doing tonight... but I can't. This post will likely be depressing.. just be happy that I chose to write it before I start drinking.
I know this might be hard for some of you to read..okay mom mainly... but as much as I miss home I haven't for one minute wanted to be home. I am glad I came and I am happy I am here. But tonight on my walk home from school it hit me that this is the first Christmas Eve that I have spent alone, ever. It's sad. I am sad. I miss the warmth of family and the laughs. As I sit here in my empty, cold, bare apartment I can't help but think "wow... so this is how I'm spending Christmas Eve"... Of course the beer that I am about to open will help.
I have a skype date with some of my family tomorrow morning (their Christmas eve, my Christmas morning). I'm really excited, it will be good to see a dose of family during the holidays. Although I hope no one cries... I don't do well with tears. Then I am heading to my friend's to hang out and drink and eat for the rest of the day. I'm sure tomorrow will be great and I'll have lots of stories and pictures as well. Until then...Merry almost Christmas every one... I miss you
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